Rubicon Kiteaux Music

Lyrics

You said you loved me, but you hid me in the dark,
Afraid your world would see the truth inside your heart.
You called me Peanut, Little Seed, then turned away your face,
Left me standing in a silent, sacred place.
I cried to Spirit through your walls of fear,
But you loved your comfort more than holding me near.

I was beaten by the thunder,
Left crying in the rain,
But Creator reached through lightning,
And called me by my name.
No longer lost, no longer broken—
I belong to Him alone.
When the tribe refused to claim me,
He said, “Child, you’re My own.”

I was cast aside by blood and bone,
Left searching for a home.
The ones who swore they’d never leave
Let me face the night alone.
But heaven signed my papers
With mercy’s endless pen—
I found a Father who won’t forget,
And won’t hide me again.

Every hand that struck me,
Every word that tried to crush me,
Every moment meant to shame me—
Oh Creator, You turned them into refining fire.
You melted away the fear,
You burned away the lies,
And what rose from those ashes
Was a child You justified.

Those who hurt don’t see the scars they raise,
But You turn their cruelty into praise.
The wind became my healer,
The flame became my friend,
And the pain that tried to end me
Became the place You began again.

I am chosen, not abandoned,
I am seen, I am known.
You took my shattered story
And built a righteous home.
The ones who hide behind their pride
Can’t silence what You’ve done—
You turned my mourning into firelight,
And my pain into a song.

I am chosen by the flame that never dies,
Carved in mercy, sealed in sky.
From the storm came revelation’s song,
What was broken made me strong.
Every wound became a drumbeat,
Every tear became the rain.
Spirit whisper, carry healing—
Turn my sorrow into flame.

Father, You saw me when no one stayed.
You lifted the child the world betrayed.
I am chosen — healed — and free.
Spirit of Fire, breathe through me.